## Dreaming of Death

From: andrew cooke <andrew@...>

Date: Fri, 3 May 2013 21:29:49 -0400

You probably want to skip this.  Writing more for myself, just to clear my

Last night (this morning, I think, just before I woke) I dreamt that I killed
myself.  I found myself, dead, and picked myself up.  I was full of

I don't really understand why I had this dream now.  I was much more worried
about dying back in November.  Things are much better now.

What worries me is that a possible side-effect of the meds is suicidal
thoughts (and, well, suicide).  Strong stuff.

Andrew

### Trigger

From: andrew cooke <andrew@...>

Date: Fri, 3 May 2013 21:38:39 -0400

OK, so 10 min after posting that I remembered
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-europe-22338524 which I noticed just a couple
of days ago (she has MS).

Andrew